Jeselle's

I think i’m gonna switch back to tumblr=D mainly because i really like tumblr more than all other sites. teehee.

anywho, I know this came kinda late, but happy new year! this year, my only resolution is to try my best to stay happy. i know it’s not easy, but hey, nobody said life is a bed of roses right?

I will do my best, to overcome what i’m having now. I really hope that none of my friends will ever take the same route as me, Because i totally know who it feels like. you know, to feel like you’re judged by the whole world and no one actually listens to you. yeah, thats what i felt like most of the time. To tell people how you really felt and they make you feel even more judged.

yesterday, i Stood over at the edge. thinking about every single thing. and what pop into my mind, was when i told a friend ‘what happens if you dont see me anymore after new year?’ and my friend said ‘then good la, you crazy girl’. No one else could have realize how hurt i was that day. if i were to really be gone after that day, would anyone who’ll feel, just a little sad for my loss? just so you know, i fought back the urge to find out.