Jeselle's

i can never remember that this place exist.

school’s starting. wish me luck<3

toodles

I just cant help it. sometimes i get really jealous of people. people i hang out with mostly.

most of them are pretty and amazingly slim (even with normal eating or eating alot!). they have so many people who likes them like all the time. and they’re smart, like not genius smart but smart enough to talk abt stuff that i dont understand. well, it might probably be because i’m stupid? idk.

and they have no worries about money, which is one big factor that i cant escape from.

so i’m jealous. really jealous. why cant i be as pretty, slim, smart too?

as the days pass. i realize i really need some time to myself. i cant take this anymore. this big gap. this huge distance. i dont know how long i can hold on to this anymore. i’m tired already, but i cant call it quits. what am i suppose to do?

lets just say i’m scared.

holy…………

(Source: michael-saunders, via beautifulmoustache)

First day of annual leave. wow, first time i took 5days in a row. lucky me, cause i heard that ward has been pretty pretty busy today. if i were working, i’ll definitely be staying back till 10. 

day one just pass like that. god! can you make my al pass slowly?! pretty please?